So who am I? Is that really important? Well, yes, but I was hoping we could get past that. You probably need a name.
I can give you that. Well, I am Saumya Kaushik.
Do you need a description? Can I just say “Delicious” and let you picture the rest? No? I hate talking about myself. Really. So better call me INSANE! So now that you’re at the beginning of this post let me just brief you why INSANE?
As my favorite Paulo Coelho said ““When someone leaves, it’s because someone else is about to arrive.”
I have woken up from a bad nightmare. And, I do realize there isn’t a good side and a bad side of you or of anybody, so there’s no need to be at war with you or anyone or anything at all.
All we are is a bunch of dozy people in the process of waking up.
All we really need to do is try gently to be open to continuing that process.
It’s no good getting worked up about stuff – it’s better to relax and laugh at our mistakes, then figure out how to learn from them and move on.”
Basically, this post has become a bit emotional so I’ll just cheer you up by telling more about myself! So here it goes, I have shoulder-length dark hair and I have never worn makeup in my life. — And, I only say that only because being gori (fair) seems to be a priority for an Indian male. Personally, I think dusky women are sexy. But hey, I can’t complain about the way I look. I live on my own in Gurugram, and make a living out of writing books and critiquing food. I go to parties and at the same time run errands on most obvious days. I make good money, and I love spending it on myself. There is something special about paying your own bills. Unless of course, your man is, and which is kind of hot. I guess it is also a great feeling for a guy to spoil his girl.
Which brings us to my relationship status?
I do not believe in relationships. Relationships are the best way to use and get used. But nobody in the 21st century thinks like me. In today’s era, “We’re all seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you’ve been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect there’s no right person, just different flavors of wrong. Why is this? Because, you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complementary way. But it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. And it isn’t until you finally run up against your deepest demons, your unsolvable problems—the ones that make you truly who you are—that we’re ready to find a lifelong mate. Only then do you finally know what you’re looking for! You’re looking for the wrong person. But not just any wrong person: the right wrong person—someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, “This is the problem I want to have.”
“Let our scars fall in love.”
P.S: This is my first attempt at blogging.
I’d be alien to your criticism. 🙂